Left for ICU at 9 am this morning, left around 3 pm.

Returned to ICU around 8 pm and left about 9 pm.

I’m heading there tomorrow at 10 am.

I didn’t cry until right before I left.

I gave my brother a hug and told him, “I love you so much, Codey.”

And he cried and told me that he loved me too.

and I lost it.

I had to stare at the wall, back to everyone, crying while I waited for the elevator.

Sarah’s mom hugged me and asked if I was coming tomorrow and all I could do was sniffle and nod my head like an idiot while she said we could all have a crying party tomorrow.

I dont know if you guys have a sibling that you love as much as I love my little brother. His gf is the one in ICU but I can only cry for my brother and how broken he is. I’m supposed to be able to protect him but I cant. 

My brother’s girlfriend got into a wreck right in front of our house.

I called 911 and worked over her, luckily we got her breathing again.

She was T-boned by a drunk driver and was shot 60 feet from her car.

She at least has a broken jaw, her hair wasn’t even attached to her head anymore.

I had never seen my brother like that, after I heard the impact all I heard was him screaming for us to help him.

My dad and my uncle chris (they’re big guys) had to be pulled away because they kept threatening to beat the shit out of the driver.

The part that bothers me most was that when she regained consciousness, she kept saying ‘My baby’. She might have just been out of it, but she might have been pregnant with my brothers kid. If she is, I hope the baby survived and is fine.

I stayed behind and let everyone else go to the hospital while I talked with the police officers and waited to grab her things that had flown from the car. 

One officer was really sweet. He kept asking if I was okay and making small talk with me while I waited. 

I hope everything turns out okay.

Anonymous asked: re: Borra prompts-how bout awkward/sweet first time?

Working on that right now, Anon ;)

Headcanon

What if Asami was/is working for Amon…

But she actually started having feelings for Mako…

So she is the one who paid the ref off, knowing that the winners would lose their bending?